Krayzed Diary					Thursday 4, December 2008
	diary contents diarist profile diary notes entry calendar diary favorites Home New Diary Your Diary Tell a Friend Help Info/About Contact Us  Author Search  Keyword Search  Updated Within one hour Within 24 hours Last Two Days Last Three Days Last Four Days Last Week Anytime			Lets see... Where to begin? Here's an original... Dear Diary, I have decided to call you Micheal. I'm not promising to visit you each day or update you often, and things I say may not make much sense (I'm a pretty random person) but I will be myself in my writing and will not hide behind the mask I show to the rest of the world. So Micheal here begins our adventure together. Hold on tight... you never know what lies ahead on the roller coaster of this little lady's life. Krayzed P.S. To any visitors to this diary: feel free to comment if you should feel so inclinded... say what you think... dont feel like you have to sugar coat it or anything... Be a straight shooter The Krayzee Life by Krayzed Age: N/A  Sex: F 423 Entries # Entry Date 1 writing away the pain 28/11/2008 12:07 GMT 2 Simmering Irritated emotion 22/11/2008 06:51 GMT 3 Prayer for the lonely 17/11/2008 01:03 GMT 4 Falling into Fear 05/11/2008 12:19 GMT 5 With Him 28/10/2008 04:12 GMT 6 shattered 16/10/2008 09:42 GMT 7 impeding doom? 14/10/2008 09:55 GMT 8 unsinkable ships sink 05/10/2008 05:51 GMT 9 not you, or us, or what might have been 30/09/2008 12:00 GMT 10 veiled torrent 17/09/2008 07:14 GMT 11 breathless 09/09/2008 05:42 GMT 12 long distance phone call 03/09/2008 08:34 GMT 13 stressed world 27/08/2008 10:24 GMT 14 cant smile away the look in your eyes 21/08/2008 01:46 GMT 15 until then 19/08/2008 06:58 GMT 16 incomplete 11/08/2008 11:00 GMT 17 a subtle heart break 05/08/2008 09:31 GMT 18 breaking...... 03/08/2008 03:29 GMT 19 Power over me 01/08/2008 11:24 GMT 20 Emotional mess 29/07/2008 07:09 GMT 21 Contentment nevermore 21/07/2008 09:34 GMT 22 yet here I am 20/07/2008 09:09 GMT 23 sensuous 16/07/2008 11:07 GMT 24 with the truth... its up to you 12/07/2008 03:13 GMT 25 chances 01/07/2008 11:04 GMT 26 The bonds of yesterday 25/06/2008 12:13 GMT 27 why dont you call? 23/06/2008 12:42 GMT 28 It's after dark 22/05/2008 10:04 GMT 29 reoccuring emotion 20/05/2008 10:55 GMT 30 today in the world 20/05/2008 03:07 GMT 31 behind closed doors 15/05/2008 11:15 GMT 32 looking up 08/05/2008 02:51 GMT 33 haunted 30/04/2008 12:41 GMT 34 hanging tough 29/04/2008 03:34 GMT 35 hands 27/04/2008 07:28 GMT 36 New take on life 19/04/2008 06:36 GMT 37 letting you go 16/04/2008 07:18 GMT 38 The Street Lamp 11/04/2008 08:23 GMT 39 Life Without Love 08/04/2008 08:02 GMT 40 Summer shades 31/03/2008 03:22 GMT 41 Outer Edges of Life 23/03/2008 04:21 GMT 42 Roots and Wings? 11/03/2008 09:28 GMT 43 rough day 06/03/2008 09:22 GMT 44 why not me? 06/03/2008 06:23 GMT 45 Ugly truth 05/03/2008 06:42 GMT 46 travelling 23/02/2008 01:04 GMT 47 A voice not heard 20/02/2008 01:00 GMT 48 its in her eyes 12/02/2008 10:52 GMT 49 This house 07/02/2008 06:41 GMT 50 my emotion 07/02/2008 06:10 GMT 51 life on ice 04/02/2008 06:55 GMT 52 Like Emily Dickenson 03/02/2008 02:36 GMT 53 my story 31/01/2008 10:33 GMT 54 ice sculpture 29/01/2008 06:26 GMT 55 final instructions 28/01/2008 01:21 GMT 56 creativity is the victim of my life 27/01/2008 04:09 GMT 57 As time goes by 20/01/2008 10:53 GMT 58 pain is a bitter herb 18/01/2008 04:07 GMT 59 The new generation 16/01/2008 06:45 GMT 60 baby's shoes 11/01/2008 11:39 GMT 61 the anonymous 09/01/2008 02:55 GMT 62 morning docking 08/01/2008 04:23 GMT 63 Talking to Strangers 07/01/2008 12:20 GMT 64 And the Cheese stands alone 04/01/2008 12:14 GMT 65 my list 02/01/2008 02:14 GMT 66 No resolutions 01/01/2008 02:02 GMT 67 woulda been silent 21/12/2007 11:01 GMT 68 not so strong after all 20/12/2007 12:10 GMT 69 Ghosts 17/12/2007 12:39 GMT 70 dawn 13/12/2007 10:29 GMT 71 why i have my secrets 12/12/2007 06:43 GMT 72 in another world 11/12/2007 06:54 GMT 73 it's a wonderful life 09/12/2007 07:18 GMT 74 higher "learning" 06/12/2007 11:00 GMT 75 on my road 04/12/2007 04:12 GMT 76 your songs 30/11/2007 03:45 GMT 77 pretend is just secrets and lies 26/11/2007 11:34 GMT 78 lonesome love 24/11/2007 03:09 GMT 79 nothing to say 19/11/2007 12:10 GMT 80 gaze 19/11/2007 08:52 GMT 81 just being 18/11/2007 08:17 GMT 82 one of those days 15/11/2007 07:27 GMT 83 reminder 14/11/2007 04:54 GMT 84 pieces 12/11/2007 12:20 GMT 85 Caged 12/11/2007 08:05 GMT 86 for now 12/11/2007 04:21 GMT 87 weekends 08/11/2007 03:43 GMT 88 bittersweet 06/11/2007 11:34 GMT 89 publication 31/10/2007 04:14 GMT 90 neverland 30/10/2007 07:11 GMT 91 lasting pain 28/10/2007 11:54 GMT 92 evolution 27/10/2007 12:50 GMT 93 romantic fiction 27/10/2007 08:30 GMT 94 college 26/10/2007 12:54 GMT 95 f*** it 24/10/2007 01:13 GMT 96 its been one of those days 23/10/2007 04:26 GMT 97 one chair 22/10/2007 11:03 GMT 98 sensation evoked 21/10/2007 12:20 GMT 99 deepest emotion 21/10/2007 11:51 GMT 100 friday night 20/10/2007 12:17 GMT 101 in a moment 18/10/2007 02:24 GMT 102 southern comfort 17/10/2007 12:06 GMT 103 Goodbye 16/10/2007 03:04 GMT 104 ready to jump 15/10/2007 05:01 GMT 105 anymore 09/10/2007 07:01 GMT 106 A Fall 08/10/2007 04:15 GMT 107 all nighter 04/10/2007 12:48 GMT 108 where the hell is he 01/10/2007 03:45 GMT 109 continous questions 29/09/2007 08:25 GMT 110 yuck 27/09/2007 12:30 GMT 111 something more 27/09/2007 03:15 GMT 112 inadequacey 25/09/2007 07:51 GMT 113 rainy walk 25/09/2007 07:45 GMT 114 broken dreams 24/09/2007 12:06 GMT 115 the key 24/09/2007 09:55 GMT 116 waste 19/09/2007 11:17 GMT 117 a boulder 17/09/2007 07:27 GMT 118 living life 16/09/2007 02:24 GMT 119 the article 13/09/2007 12:08 GMT 120 prisoner of the heart 12/09/2007 12:04 GMT 121 wallowing 11/09/2007 12:46 GMT 122 see me 11/09/2007 04:47 GMT 123 reaching out to you 07/09/2007 12:32 GMT 124 parched 05/09/2007 04:51 GMT 125 another moment 04/09/2007 03:23 GMT 126 no one has to know 01/09/2007 04:01 GMT 127 somebody 22/08/2007 05:28 GMT 128 the girl i never knew 21/08/2007 11:21 GMT 129 one more time 16/08/2007 10:37 GMT 130 stone hearted 14/08/2007 10:31 GMT 131 that kind of woman 12/08/2007 08:06 GMT 132 in good company 11/08/2007 05:20 GMT 133 faded dreams 10/08/2007 11:27 GMT 134 Good times 08/08/2007 10:16 GMT 135 How do i put it? 07/08/2007 11:27 GMT 136 a place for chad 03/08/2007 11:04 GMT 137 drowning 01/08/2007 09:11 GMT 138 The heart of me 29/07/2007 07:36 GMT 139 hailey's song 28/07/2007 05:56 GMT 140 25 months 25/07/2007 11:36 GMT 141 summer burn 24/07/2007 11:04 GMT 142 Fading away 23/07/2007 05:32 GMT 143 you dont know 22/07/2007 09:34 GMT 144 fallen 15/07/2007 11:02 GMT 145 the conversation 14/07/2007 04:15 GMT 146 if only 13/07/2007 09:38 GMT 147 All of it, Everywhere 10/07/2007 08:22 GMT 148 hands 07/07/2007 08:27 GMT 149 crushes my soul... 06/07/2007 11:06 GMT 150 unblinded 03/07/2007 06:45 GMT 151 an old photograph 01/07/2007 08:57 GMT 152 The crush 30/06/2007 12:51 GMT 153 bleeding my tears 27/06/2007 12:06 GMT 154 cold tears 23/06/2007 10:05 GMT 155 bricked in 14/06/2007 11:19 GMT 156 crushing me 08/06/2007 08:29 GMT 157 running 05/06/2007 10:56 GMT 158 Overrated 02/06/2007 10:45 GMT 159 Sinking 31/05/2007 07:06 GMT 160 unwanted & unexpected 30/05/2007 08:17 GMT 161 unaware 23/05/2007 05:54 GMT 162 The Gray 22/05/2007 08:56 GMT 163 regret 12/05/2007 05:27 GMT 164 the braid 09/05/2007 07:11 GMT 165 I'm a teenage girl 05/05/2007 10:21 GMT 166 one regret 02/05/2007 07:40 GMT 167 Laugh cause it hurts 30/04/2007 11:24 GMT 168 numb 29/04/2007 12:41 GMT 169 Missing IT Everyday 29/04/2007 10:46 GMT 170 denying reality 25/04/2007 04:01 GMT 171 Crazy Ass Teenage Drama 23/04/2007 11:11 GMT 172 Sense and Sensibility 22/04/2007 04:38 GMT 173 spring love 19/04/2007 11:40 GMT 174 insomnia 19/04/2007 01:02 GMT 175 day in infamy 17/04/2007 12:05 GMT 176 natural pain 15/04/2007 11:32 GMT 177 something to talk about 13/04/2007 05:09 GMT 178 white noise 12/04/2007 05:55 GMT 179 summer passion 09/04/2007 07:38 GMT 180 heart ache 08/04/2007 05:11 GMT 181 my words 04/04/2007 09:45 GMT 182 the girl who never cries 02/04/2007 12:54 GMT 183 living death 29/03/2007 07:01 GMT 184 Imprisoned by words 26/03/2007 09:46 GMT 185 paper love 25/03/2007 05:34 GMT 186 Blood or family 20/03/2007 10:30 GMT 187 nothing left to lose 19/03/2007 11:33 GMT 188 Magician of my heart 15/03/2007 04:02 GMT 189 Krayzee life 13/03/2007 05:30 GMT 190 Life's tough 09/03/2007 06:10 GMT 191 something there 09/03/2007 06:00 GMT 192 Someone like me 05/03/2007 04:56 GMT 193 Three paths 03/03/2007 09:17 GMT 194 perfect confusion 27/02/2007 11:57 GMT 195 haikus 25/02/2007 12:19 GMT 196 tension 22/02/2007 04:58 GMT 197 Cant break what is already broken 20/02/2007 02:30 GMT 198 Reality in lines 16/02/2007 04:02 GMT 199 liquid weakness 15/02/2007 04:13 GMT 200 dirty laundry 08/02/2007 12:36 GMT 201 For those left to survive 08/02/2007 11:15 GMT 202 the chance 03/02/2007 05:34 GMT 203 Master 03/02/2007 05:09 GMT 204 independant daughter 02/02/2007 01:00 GMT 205 exposition 31/01/2007 04:08 GMT 206 sensualist 28/01/2007 12:26 GMT 207 Exhaustion 27/01/2007 01:51 GMT 208 malleable life motto 24/01/2007 09:23 GMT 209 life to me 20/01/2007 12:54 GMT 210 Flying solo 15/01/2007 09:46 GMT 211 Angel in church 15/01/2007 02:01 GMT 212 calling me away 08/01/2007 11:13 GMT 213 in his presence 08/01/2007 03:03 GMT 214 Hopeless fairytales 06/01/2007 04:29 GMT 215 Two poems 06/01/2007 04:18 GMT 216 Time 01/01/2007 12:40 GMT 217 Poetry 31/12/2006 06:28 GMT 218 18 months and time has stood still 27/12/2006 01:30 GMT 219 tired love 25/12/2006 09:54 GMT 220 wintery night 20/12/2006 06:07 GMT 221 Feel the Slumber 13/12/2006 07:32 GMT 222 self loathing 12/12/2006 08:20 GMT 223 broken down 06/12/2006 03:16 GMT 224 salty waves 03/12/2006 12:04 GMT 225 The poet 26/11/2006 10:48 GMT 226 good love cut short 18/11/2006 03:05 GMT 227 Twinkle Twinkle 08/11/2006 01:57 GMT 228 Instinct 07/11/2006 11:06 GMT 229 passing by 03/11/2006 07:23 GMT 230 Doorway 31/10/2006 07:35 GMT 231 rebellious heart 28/10/2006 12:29 GMT 232 Here i am 28/10/2006 10:04 GMT 233 Dependable Stone 25/10/2006 12:34 GMT 234 shock 11/10/2006 05:44 GMT 235 Everyday torture 07/10/2006 06:10 GMT 236 pumpkin 01/10/2006 01:08 GMT 237 Cruel Heart 26/09/2006 08:34 GMT 238 Kiss tomorrow goodbye 23/09/2006 09:14 GMT 239 popular 13/09/2006 08:09 GMT 240 The passenger 11/09/2006 10:24 GMT 241 Addicted 10/09/2006 06:57 GMT 242 Stepping out 06/09/2006 09:48 GMT 243 Goodbyes 04/09/2006 03:59 GMT 244 Ride the ride 03/09/2006 01:02 GMT 245 The athlete 29/08/2006 09:49 GMT 246 two sides 26/08/2006 01:25 GMT 247 Her 19/08/2006 09:29 GMT 248 rain 19/08/2006 09:16 GMT 249 Spirit crushed by time 17/08/2006 06:58 GMT 250 baby blue 13/08/2006 04:46 GMT 251 Girl at the rest stop 12/08/2006 07:40 GMT 252 predictable bitch 03/08/2006 10:47 GMT 253 Test point 02/08/2006 05:43 GMT 254 two people in love 24/07/2006 07:57 GMT 255 just go 21/07/2006 04:38 GMT 256 Need your input (Yes... YOU!) 15/07/2006 04:29 GMT 257 In my life 10/07/2006 05:34 GMT 258 if only you could see this color too 05/07/2006 09:10 GMT 259 True acceptance 02/07/2006 03:14 GMT 260 Anniversary 26/06/2006 10:08 GMT 261 Amazes me 16/06/2006 12:27 GMT 262 girl in the mirror 11/06/2006 08:39 GMT 263 covered in life 08/06/2006 08:41 GMT 264 What if nothings there 06/06/2006 08:33 GMT 265 Bad Call 05/06/2006 04:32 GMT 266 Jealous Sea 30/05/2006 06:53 GMT 267 PO'ed 30/05/2006 05:53 GMT 268 slowly getting over you 27/05/2006 11:12 GMT 269 fading away 25/05/2006 09:38 GMT 270 I dont think so 25/05/2006 09:31 GMT 271 My bad 22/05/2006 09:50 GMT 272 keep your gloves up 19/05/2006 06:53 GMT 273 17 summer 16/05/2006 06:52 GMT 274 The girl everyone knows 12/05/2006 10:46 GMT 275 Steady heartbeat (no matter what) 09/05/2006 09:54 GMT 276 The kiss 07/05/2006 09:13 GMT 277 Apathetic Freedom 30/04/2006 01:56 GMT 278 me and my girlfriends 29/04/2006 10:38 GMT 279 haunting hope 28/04/2006 07:10 GMT 280 Ten commandments 28/04/2006 06:55 GMT 281 Love and war 25/04/2006 09:17 GMT 282 another gun 24/04/2006 08:52 GMT 283 family 22/04/2006 08:10 GMT 284 love 20/04/2006 10:57 GMT 285 fall from grace 13/04/2006 10:50 GMT 286 tired and worn 10/04/2006 11:13 GMT 287 blah blah 08/04/2006 03:25 GMT 288 A Lonely Heart's way 05/04/2006 05:09 GMT 289 just me (truly) 02/04/2006 07:09 GMT 290 meet me 02/04/2006 06:58 GMT 291 Personal Ad 30/03/2006 11:53 GMT 292 recipe for wings 29/03/2006 12:52 GMT 293 Shat on me somemore whynot? 26/03/2006 11:44 GMT 294 outpouring 24/03/2006 09:41 GMT 295 mind links 23/03/2006 10:20 GMT 296 holding myself back 22/03/2006 10:00 GMT 297 hiding my heart 22/03/2006 09:49 GMT 298 vaca from you 19/03/2006 09:02 GMT 299 hopeless case 17/03/2006 09:33 GMT 300 fearing memories 16/03/2006 10:17 GMT 301 cant let go 16/03/2006 10:03 GMT 302 Too krazy for my own good 14/03/2006 11:09 GMT 303 fighting our feelings 14/03/2006 10:55 GMT 304 still you 12/03/2006 06:48 GMT 305 shut in 08/03/2006 10:32 GMT 306 who's a hero to you? 06/03/2006 09:15 GMT 307 Inspiration. What's yours? 05/03/2006 03:15 GMT 308 morning dream 02/03/2006 08:31 GMT 309 strength of music 02/03/2006 08:23 GMT 310 theories galore 01/03/2006 09:39 GMT 311 Action 28/02/2006 08:21 GMT 312 holding face 26/02/2006 09:33 GMT 313 Literally krayzed! 25/02/2006 08:41 GMT